"...There was this couple in front of me at the escalator, a distance away, bickering over some stuff barely audible to me, and the girl started pinching the other guy, apparently trying to lighten the mood and make the matter go away. The guy was having none of it and became agitated and sh*t, so she grabbed him by the neck and planted a huge kiss right smack on his lips. They proceeded to engage in tonsil hockey for a good seven minutes and thirty-four seconds. I mean, this is the sort of love I am talking about-

there is no right and wrong, we may have our disagreements,

but end of the day,

just shut me up with your kiss, baby,

because it’s just…

love,

crazy love,

L’amour fou..."

Not You?

NOT YOU




Is it me in the mirror
Oh I can't believe
This is my reflection

Suddenly, I'm not familiar
With these eyes that are supposed to be mine
They were never crying before
But things aren't the same anymore

Who's gonna wipe away my tears when I feel lonely
Who's gonna take away this pain that I feel
Who's gonna guarantee that my heart won't be breaking
In two. Not you

Is it me in this bedroom
Cause I can't believe waking up without you
I'm not the same since you left me

And there ain't a thing that my love can do
Even though I'm trying I can't ignore
That things aren't the same as before

Who's gonna wipe away my tears when I feel lonely
Who's gonna take away this pain that I feel
Who's gonna guarantee that my heart won't be breaking
In two. Not you

Whoever is here to ease me
When I'm feeling blue
Not you

Who's gonna wipe away my tears when I feel lonely
Who's gonna take away this pain that I feel
Who's gonna guarantee that my heart won't be breaking
In two. Not you

Not you
Not you

Whos gonna come for me
Not you

Whenever I am tired or stressed,

I will just think of going to you, concuss... and die hard in your arms...

because I believed that,

it is the most comfortable place on the earth for me.




But why can't you understand the effort that,

I am trying to be the one lending out my arms and love?

=(

I have no idea why I act in that way...

I felt so terrible after sending that sms, I know that it is fucking harsh and it will be unacceptable for you

I don't know...

I am freaking restless without knowing how badly my dad's injuries are...

I really really need you to be here =(

and


I am so deeply sorry baby! =((