Whenever I received call from my sis in the midnight,
I knew that there must be something worse happened and
I wouldn't feel any better than the last call from her.

Cardiac edema,
is it a fatal one?yeah it is!

It is a manifestation of congestive heart failure, due to increased venous and capillary pressures in the heart. It is a condition where an accumulation of serum fluid from blood plasma in the interstitial tissues as result of congestive heart failure. The fluid may also accumulate in serous cavities in severe cases, which will cause death.

I do not know what I should do with the fucking blank brain now
Why am I always the last one to know about it?
Even when I normally called to ask for the condition?

现在，
有点懂了。。。
每次都只报喜不报忧的我
当我是只被报喜的那位时 原来是多么的幸福
什么都不能做的我
一直都为我那次的行为感到内疚

对不起

希望您早点康复！